Saturday, May 12, 2007

round and round, we go.

i am aching all over.

ran 4km on thursday.
played ball yesterday.
played ball today.

owww. but then again, man, it's good to be alive.

my favourite shot yesterday was when i was to take shot with the sun shining directly into my eyes, and i couldn't see the basket. releasing the ball purely by instinct and when i heard the "chop", i got this sudden adrenaline rush. it's like, hey, i haven't totally lost touch with my game.

feels good, yes it does.

my month away from school, people, has made me learn more about myself, people, and things around me. it's surprising huh, that you can even end up learning more about yourself when you thought you knew just about everything already. but then round the corner comes some thing, some event, some unforeseen opening, a small crack in the wall. you learn, and you grow. sianying and i were just reminiscing about sec one days and cringing at our stupidity then. then again, without that stupidity, we wouldn't be what we are today.

this time without deadlines to meet, tests to study for, has provided me with the luxury to stare, fixated at one cloud in the sky, watching mother nature shape it with its gentle breeze, read a good book without interruption, write, once inspiration comes.

then reality checks in, reminding you that you have school, work, tests. i'm sure it's not as bad as working but whatever you're experiencing then, during that period would always seem to be the biggest, most important thing in the world then.

GO, FX!

so...where's this train going?
i don't know, where does your heart want to go?

Posted by STINKY @ 10:31 PM