Monday, January 14, 2008

so what, so i've got a smile on.

music: why georgia by john mayer

I HAVE BEEN FEELING A LITTLE CRAPPY SINCE SATURDAY. AND I PROCLAIM, RIGHT NOW, THAT I'M OVERRRR IT! *does a little dance with my doraemon*

honestly, i sometimes wish i could just throw a tantrum which is so unlike me but maybe if that did happen, mr. bad feelings and mr. unhappiness would disappear as speedily as it takes jeannie to shower (which is, indeed, rather fast). wouldn't it be wonderful. or maybe i could be some notorious punk who goes around doing things that may not necessarily be considerate nor legal, but has so much fun doing it all the cares in the world would disappear too! haw haw haw. that way i could be prancing around everyday, looking as carefree as the girls in all the sanitary pad commercials minus the tight and spotless white pants.

well since i did neither, today after school, a change of plans brought me to jurong east, IMM. i took a trip to the supermarket and had a wonderful time looking at the neat aisles that were stacked with daily provisions. for some strange reason, i like supermarkets. they make me happy. maybe it is the abundance of food within those vast walls that give me an endorphin rush and make me feel a million times better than before i stepped into it.

i then proceeded to daiso (EVERYDAY 2 DOLLARS!) and bought a pretty card with cut-outs of raindrops on it. yes, i know i won't use it but i bought it anyway. it's my form of retail therapy. i like buying paper and notebooks and cards. whilst others spend hours in malls buying clothes and other accessories, i absolutely cannot resist the temptation to buy pretty paper, especially notebooks.

if i never get married, i would probably spend my old age amongst piles of notebooks. other old ladies would keep pet animals, and i would keep pet notebooks. oh, i can totally visualise myself sitting on a rocking chair with a blanket covering my thin, bony, old lady's legs, writing feebly in yet another new notebook that i've hoarded, occasionally stopping to ah-choo into my old white linen hankerchief, then stuffing it back into my sweater pocket, i continue on.

hmm, that still seems a little too lonely. maybe i'll have to rethink that, but for now, that's the back-up plan to of course, the ideal plan of getting married and living happily ever after, which is a rather scary thought as well.

ohhh, whatever.

:D

Posted by STINKY @ 9:41 PM